My anxiety is the highest it’s ever been. I feel too scared/worried/anxious about leaving my bed/house. The thought of having to look for a job and go for an interview makes me feel sick. Spending time with friends sounds like a chore. The things I loved to do like hiking/taking photos/driving/road trips/eating/sex all sound overwhelming and I get this feeling in my stomach that feels like I’m going to get sick.
I had a dream my mother died and that I took weird drugs last night and my boyfriend left me for another person which all of this was super triggering.